Hey, This Is Me That You Ever Known ;)

2011-09-12T16:05:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum, hi. Sihat? Oh ya? Bagus2.

Well, aku tak sihat. :'(

Seriously today I can't focus on my studying because of HUNGRY-ness. omg, i know. I must overcome it. I just can't or I would start mad at people. and SCREAMMMMMS in the clean toilet here . jeez. give me a break. i wanna my LUNCH! XB

Berbuka Puasa

2011-08-14T20:01:00.003+08:00

Hi, Peace Upon You :)

It has been awhile isn't? I'm sorry for not writing for ages :D Forgive me, Okay?

So, today is my 4th Ramadan. What? I'm a girl. You should know why. :) I really2 hope that I won't having my P this month but. . nevermind. Anyway, I'm having spicy spagetti today. Mum's made is always the best, right?

Hey Hey

2011-06-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Today, we just got our admath's result. It's strange because only me does not take it. I didn't come to sit on my exam that day. It was sucks you know. In the morning, my hands were shattering. I still remember it. Only Allah knows how I felt. I just can't do it anymore. So, I decided to sit at home and doing my own 'admaths paper exam' It's going quite well. Yeah. But, my friend here. She did well last exam but not-so-good-looking marks this time, I know what is she thinking and felt. Her emotions, all of it. I can tell it from her face. I know it because I already had it. Well, About 5th times I failed in admaths paper. Grrr. I know I'm sucks at it. Huhh. That's why I didn't come to sit for my exam. Because I wish I won't feel what she felt today. Ya Allah, give me strengh. I need your help. Give me patience in what I do.

I need you..

2011-06-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hi, Assalamualaikum.

Hari ni aku senang bangat* eh. Hehe, disebabkan exam yang lama and then school holiday plak for 2weeks aku dah lama tak dapat pegi pasar malam seksyen 19 ni. Situasi di pasar malam mmg la sama just aku rase sangat confused, dlm tgh bersesak-sesak dengan orang ramai aku tak tahu nak makan apa mlm ni. Padahal dah pkul 9.00 p.m. hihi *no wonder la makin menggelebeh en. :P

So, aku pun jalan2 dengan mak aku pegi pasar malam and waktu on the way tu, dia asyik cakap macam ni ~

Ibu: Cepat lah skit kreto! Aku tepuhh karang.

*translate : Cepat lah skit kete! Aku langgar krang. huihui, and kiteorg nak grak laju ni pun sbb ayah dah nak pegi keje at 1o.oop.m. So ibu kena blik cpt nak grg ikan semua, hee

Mmg lawak lah, asal ade kete or moto yang mcm lembab skit mesti mak aku akan cakap mcm tu. ish ish. :)

Happy Father's Day, Ayah! <3 yaa

Dan Sebenarnya... Aku

2011-06-18T22:37:00.001+08:00

Aku tak memahami sesuatu.. kawan-kawanku.

Aku tak tahu .

Tapi, siapa lah aku di mata kamu semua.

So not important person in your life, right?

:) thanks

Dear Friends.

2011-06-17T13:45:00.002+08:00

Wey, aku kena berubah. hari ni, lpas bengkel biology tu. aku rase agk membantu jgk bila buat soalan. espeacially on essays. aku rase mnyesal gle sbb study last minute. My marks on essays Sucks gle nak mati. *Sorry. Tapi, tu kenyataan dia.

Huhh. I need SPACE!

Let me and my books Alone!

NO SISTER or Little bro would be around me!

That's IT!

SO, from now on only 4months left.

No time should be wasted again.

NO! Pray for me, friends.

Thank you.

Selamat Semuanya !

2011-06-03T15:44:00.002+08:00

Peace upon you! Assalamualaikum, konichiwa, annyeong, hello. :)

Saya nak pergi, Doakan saya selamat sampai dan selamat kembali. Saya nak minta maaf kat semua,

-tersakitkan hati,

-terkasar bahasa,

-terpentingkan diri sendiri

-tergedix

-terminta2

dan banyak lagi perkara yg salah dan silap yang penah saya lakukan.

Saya nak pergi, berharap kita akan seperti dulu lagi.

Saya tak mahu our relationship bond to break.

Saya nak kita sama2 berjuang lepas ni untuk masa depan kita.

Saya tak nak kamu simpan di hati perkara buruk yang saya lakukan.

Yes, I am a Sensitive person.

I just can't stand looking at people I loved being hurted.

If I'm that guilty to you.

I'm Sorry.

I wish it would never happened.

Saya sayang kawan-kawan saya.

Saya sayang family saya.

I can't choose one of them. They are the most precious I ever known.

Saya nak pergi...

bye

Yeaterdayy.. was a '___'

2011-06-02T23:52:00.002+08:00

Ahha, I know. Yesterday might be awesome for me. Some think it was a disaster. They regret going out with me. I know it was my fault for not telling my mum at first. But, they should think too. Not just following people. I already said, that I wanna go home earlier as soon the movie ended. But, some might just don't remember or ape tah. me, and two others that I know at first wanted to go home earlier. I just don't want to miss the train like last times. I was praying that train would come as soon as possible. That's the only thing on my mine. I'm grateful that we have the same person to pick up us from the park and to be sent home Safely.

I am sorry to everyone if I'm selfish for forcing you to follow or anything. I don't know what's wrong. When I wake up in the morning. Just wake up, I was trashed and the person just said it was my fault that they had an argue. I was @#$% wth? What's wrong? I don't know anything. What I wanna say is I'AM SO SOORY TO EVERYONE.

*I had said it ONCE to that person.

If ada apa2 yang you just mmg tak puas hati? sakit hati dgn I, just tell it. TELL IT IN MY FACE!

Jangan cakap belakang. That's so not you! or people called it a 'hipocrite' , thanks for make me repeat it :)

Peace Upon You :)

2011-05-15T15:08:00.003+08:00

Hey, Sorry I didn't make any posts lately. Huhu :(

I had my Mid-term exam. Ohhh Yeaah ! :D

HAHA.

Hmm? *Why laa..

hehe. nvrmnd.

I had my exam. But, it is not over yet. Today is Sunday, and I have two more days off due to Teacher's Day, which is Tomorrow. But, I'm not going. Maybe. Ntahh. :D

Afta that, I got Mod Maths on Weds, Phys on Thurs and Bio on Fri. Awesome though.

So, Im gonna starts my study now. Since, luqman already asleep well with mum. Hooo, YEAH BABY! I have my OWN time for myself and Books.

So, Wish Me Luck <3 yaa . :)

Tak best la, credit tade. tak boleh texting. :(

Wahahaha... 2

2011-04-29T11:17:00.002+08:00

Salam, hi. Lama la plak saya nak menyambung my previously post ea. Sorry, busy maah lately.

hihi.

Ok hri ni plak saya pegi la klinik noor hajar tu lagi for check up and if dah okay bole buang ke jahitan ni. huhu, *dengan penuh harapan dapat jumpa dr cepat, tgk2 ade 3 org je yg tgh tggu kat luar, i was fuuh, lega. seb baek skit je org. then,. dah puas tggu, pi tanya kat akak yg jaga kat situ. dia cakap.

Me: Kak, Dr. Fauzan ada x hari ni??

Akak: Ohh, Dr. Fauzan xda. Dia cuti seminggu.

Me: *Whaaaat? patut la xdak org sgt. haihh. then kluar jap jumpa ayah kat D'Amsa.

Ayah dah la keje ptg then dia smbg malam plak. Hari ni blik3 je dia ckap 'Cepat la brsiap, ayah mengantuk nak tidur ni.' See, mmg dia tgh tidur la waktu ni. Tambah dengan cuaca mendung, hujan2 gerimis di pagi hari ni lagi. Waaah, asyik . *Ok, lol. :P

*back to the story.

Ayah suruh la jugak pi jumpa Dr. Anuar tu. Grr, Dr tu smoke taw x. punya lama dia pi toilet, melepas ketagih smoke dalam toilet la tu. Dia dekat dgn aku waktu nk potong jahitan tu pun aku dah bau kuat gila asap rokok dri mulut dia. Mmg tak bernyawa la aku kejap waktu tu. :(

Benci dia Lelaki yg Smoking ni.

Eventhough dia Dr ke, ade ijazah Degree ke, PhD ke, Master ke Wth so Eva pangkat dia.

Aku tak pandang la. Soorry. :P

Ok, sekarang saya sudah kembali normal and still kena sapu cream yg baru sat2 Dr Busuk tu bgi. huh. Benci2. :D

The End.

Wahahaha...

2011-04-26T18:20:00.005+08:00

Okay, sorryy. But HI!

hehe. Saya tahu saya dah lame xmengupdate this blog. Grrr.

Saya terlalu penat untuk menulis. Hee :x

Haaaa!

NAK taw x? Cekk nak habaqq mai niih !

haha . ok

Begini ceritanya :

Semalam saya janji dengan ayah saya, nak pergi ke Klinik Noor Hajar, Seksyen 19 tuuu. Saya nak jumpee dengan Dr. Fauzan. Nak cite sal "Cease" yang ade dalam mulut saya ni. Dah dekat sthun ayah saya cakap kat Dr. tu. Saya mcm :

Saya: HAH?! Yeke yah?

Ayah: *Angguk2..

Okay. Mcm tu laah kan. Then Dr. Fauzan tu tanye sal cease aku ni mcm mne jdi semua. So, decided to cut it off. *Weyy, Xsakit kea? Erggh, terjuntai benang tu duh. *Mcm mane dia wat weyy?

Haha, tu antara expressiOn rakan2 ku. heee.

Thanks guys. huhu *terharu saya. :) :D

Dr. Fauzan pun mula la operasi dia tu. ha ha ha. Aku dgn relaks-nya pegi duduk atas patient bed tu. *kaki bersilang, ala-ala kat beach tu. HAHA. Dia amik la injection (ubat bius) then dia inject kat biibir saya ni. Ayah kate, pas inject tu trus bibir ak tebal mcm Angelina Jolie. haha.

*back to the point.

Dr tu pun amik benang tangsi *ayah kata then dia nk start ikat la "cease" tu, bru ikat sket, 'pulpp benda tu jatuh. haha, then dr tu gelak, dr tu klakar duh. hahah.

okay , sabaq sat. luqman ni kacau la kakak nak cte ni. huhu2

*bersaambung nah. :P

Saya Mengantuk. :/

2011-04-10T23:58:00.001+08:00

Hmmmmmm. Lambat la plak comp ni. haish. cpt la, adduh.

grrr......................

Ok, I'm totally freaking out right now!

2011-04-10T21:28:00.003+08:00

Guess what, our trial gonna be in about..well 3-4 months edi. + my mid-term exam is going to be held by not less than one month! Gosh. The exam is included syllabus from form 4 and 5.

Omg. I'm so dead. Huh, Chill aten. But, what should I do? I just can't be alone. Or I'll start doing other things, stupid. Well, people knows me. 2days of school holiday meaning 2days of 'bibik' life in me. Grr. Luqman is the worse for today. Dad is off to Johor Bharu for work 2days ago, and Luqman didn't had his 'ride' in the evening. So, today. He demanded for it and he want it to be granted. He just smack all people around him and cried and cried and cried for hours. I can see he is sleepy but he demanded to get his 'ride' at the same time. *me soo tired.... =,="

Then, after the long evening. I'm webcam-ing with my long-lost 'friend, well, sort of. haha hish. :P and we chat and chat and chat, till I didn't realise the time flows, ermm.. maybe about an hour+ . Hehe, i'm real happy to see my friend. :) all of sudden. mummy calls for me. She's getting mad. well, real mad coz i'm on lappy doin the chatting etc etc. huh. fine. :(

*pemusnah keceriaan btul la.

Sabar2. herh :D

Kenapa?

2011-04-10T13:38:00.003+08:00

KENAPA?KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA?

KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA? KENAPA?

:( WHYYYYY?

Kenapa saya berasa sangat Malas pada hari ini? huhu

HI

2011-04-06T21:39:00.004+08:00

Hi . :)

Hari ni kan. Saya sakit. Ingatkan sakit ni takkan dtg or dia dah tak de or dia akan datang nanti. Tapi, apa kan daya. So, terpakse call ibu suruh ibu datang ambil saya kat sekolah ni. Kesian ibu ayah. Selalu terpaksa bersusah sebab anak dia ni. Tiap2 bulan saya mesti sakit and terpaksa balik. Risau jugak. Kawan2 yang lain okay je. Ada la sorang ni en, dia akan jadi seorang yg banyak makan if nak dtg. Bestnya jadi dia. Saya plak, tak boleh makan. Law makan jgk. throw up la jawabnye.

Dah lame jugak saya xupdate blog ni. Mungkin sebab hari ni saya sakit kutt, *sedang sakit lagi ni. haih. entah lah. hu3..

Mcm mane nk pegi hari sukan esok ni. Grrrrr

Ya Allah. Kuatkan lah Hamba Mu ini. Amin :)

And..

saya rase lega sgt. at last, he did explains to me. I won't bother him anymore. We are teenage, we have so many things to do. Not so ready for commitment, right?

Thanks. <3

Assalamualaikum :)

2011-03-30T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hari ni kan saye rase SANGAT stress and tension. Tanye la kenape? hehe

jap lagi saye ciiitee :D

ok, HI! Mmg agak late on post ni. hehehe. Hal ini berlaku pada hari saye balek skolah. Kawan ayah dtg ke rumah dgn laptop nye. So what? Haha. Dia nk jual laptop tu kat ayah. Then i thought mmg WOW laa en. huhu

We All Have to Moved On!

2011-03-29T17:01:00.003+08:00

We have to. No matter what. We must because this determine our future. We have to workout, stay in good health, study well, get flying colours in the examination. MAKE OUR PARENTS PROUD WITH US. This gonna MY gifts to My Parents. I'm promise.

p/s: gotta go :D :D

I'm Tired, Freaking Out Inside

2011-03-25T00:08:00.005+08:00

Huh, that's what I felt lately.

My heartbeats seems getting pounds really hard.

I'm hurt in inside.

I'm so nervous+anxious bout everything!

Ya Allah, Help me with my task.

I NEED to STRUGGLE throughout this year to IMPROVE myself.

I must. :I

Huaaaaaaaa!

2011-03-23T20:49:00.001+08:00

I'm TOTALLY CRYING today :)

Today, the SPM results were released.

I'm just too happy for them and scared for myself.

Thiss year gonna be hard for me.

I want a good result too! I want my name to be called too. T_T" huhu

The Test Results!

2011-03-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm, it was not bad :)

What am I saying is most of my friends in the class got pretty good results than me. Herh, I know. It's really awful for me to say because I want the good results for this test. Hmm, the subj that I am personally upset is. I failed the Addmaths test. HUH, why? Because I didn't do the best for that paper. I get blank and confused. But, the Questions are TOTALLY direct and easy to answer. All the questions I had learnt already. I got Benj and Pn. Maimunah that really makes me awww in that subj. But, I failed. I failed to awww myself of that subject. Hm... S said 'Sokayyy, this time is the only test to be the worse one, Next time No More!' :)

So, Cheer Up ten! :D :D

P/s: I really need to find help in myself since I got Tahu But, Tak Sedar!

Happy Sunday!

2011-03-20T14:38:00.003+08:00

Hehe, yeah! It's Sunday oledii mah. hee

Tpi, esok dah skolah. Hm, takpe. Means, we are back to the Business gurl! Dah xboleh lazy2 dah, Study, Hw and PSS are waiting. Urgh, but that's the thing I should cared about this whole school holiday. But, I didn't. Herh. :P

Huaaaa dah sleepy sket', but jap lgy la tdo. Bju skolah pun xgosok lgi ni. Muahahha.

P/s: Pray for me, for NOT be late to school 2morrow eh eh? hihi. nite2!

I'm Sorry

2011-03-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry because I'm too lazy for study

I'm sorry because I didn't do my hw

I'm sorry because I can't focus on my thing

I'm sorry because I am lazy

But, I can't help it.

Gosh, this school holiday makes me a somebody else that is not me. I won't let it ( laziness ) control me. I'm controlling myself. But, I can't now. What is going to happen to me? I know if i'm keep on being like this, I'm just a freak loser. I'll say that. Huh. I really2 need help!

Friends, Help Me!!

Never Say Never!

2011-03-19T15:47:00.003+08:00

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGHH!

I'M SICK OF EVERYTHING!

SHUT UP AND GET LOST PLEASE IF YOU MAY!

LET ME GO!

GO AWWAAAAAAAAAYYY!

LEAVE ME ALONE , FREAK !

HATE YOU, DUSH DUSH DUSH .

AWAAAAAAAY :/

p/s: it's the malas thingy is surrounding me lately! hmm

GO GO!

2011-03-18T11:59:00.001+08:00

Starts DO your homework Now!

Don't delay it !

I mean it!

Atenn!

fight2 cik malas tu . ehe

hee :D

Alamak!

2011-03-17T23:07:00.001+08:00

Oh tidak tidak !

Homeworksss still banyak, cuti dah nak habis la. Baru tersedar tdi bile ade yg ingatkan psal peka chem. Huhu.. Nooo, I still want my holidays! Time flies too fast nowdays. Mungkin saye je yg tak perasan, but I still got lot'so hwork TO DO before school start. waaaaaaaaaa T_T"

P/s: I miss my Girlfriends! Why la my mum just won't allowed me to go out with them.

I don't get it! Syh! Miss you, babe! ^^"

I'm Bored

2011-03-17T16:03:00.001+08:00

Hm, how bout you? Dob't you think holidays is the most boring days??! I think so.. There's nothing to do at home. Same routine, wake up, make the bed, do laundry, had breakfast, babysit luqman. aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh, tired of it! *Dah bole hafal dah nk wat ape next. heishhh.

Saya xsuke xsuke laaah!

None of my friends calls me, means NO outting! right? hm, ;(

wuaaaaaaaaahaa.... T_T"

Nape la timbul perasaan mcm niiiii! Nak study pun jdi xmood anda tahu tak! Gosh, I wish my COUSIN was here! At least I got someone to talk to. Babe, I miss you!!!

Hungry..

2011-03-17T01:55:00.000+08:00

Tonight, I'm really3 hungry. Idk why, but I think this evening I ate a lot duh.. AAH! tidak!

Am I gaining on my weight. *cpt2 g timbang. haha, fuh naseb baik xde yg naek.. Ke weighting scale tu dah rosakk?? huhuu, tape3. Mlm ni mmg mkn banyak la jugak. hehehe

someone: hehe, habes la ten... dah mOk.. :P

me: takkkkkkkkkkkkk!

i just had dinner with my family at 2300. muahhahha

I want ...

2011-03-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

I want to change myself :~

1. Do my responsibility as Muslim consistently.

2. No more phone calls.

3. Get ready for SPM with study stuff.

4. I'm gonna finished my homework on time.

5. I won't talking shit anymore.

6. I should be more patience.

7. I'll be good girl .

TRUST ME . I WILL :)

Next is:~

1. I want to take the driving licence.

2. I'll further my study in medical health.

3. I'm gonna have my car.

4. Ipod touchhhh xP

5. Work

6. Iphone and Macbook

7. Get my parents to Makkah for haj. :)

InsyaAllah.. pRAY for me that I could MAKE IT! :D

Har Har Har!

2011-03-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

Ape la.... ISH ISH ISH! Oh hi! hehe, okay. Hari ni saya tak nak marah2 or sedeyh for what happened today. heee :) Tanye la nape? ok ok. fuhh. Because today I learnt something, when you went outting with your mom, and people arounds you.

Here it goes.... :~

Today, me, my younger sis and my mum went out together to SP, at Subang Jaya. I really thought that she wants cheer me up by taking to Sushi King and she ate it with me, even my younger sis ate the sushi too. I happy with them, but somehow she is sick and she can't walks for long distance. So we stop, and walk, stop, and walk again. I felt tired with her. Then, we went for some pizza. The enviroment was so quiet. I noticed that only us and a chinese woman with her son eating pizza not far from us. I'm getting arkward with 'this'. I think this is the most silence outting I ever had. Ya Allah, I'm getting on my nerves to go home, but part of me wanna go around some more. But, I changed my mind. We went home. Somehow, my mum think the exit door is that way. But, I think we should go to the other way through the basement exit to ktm. AHHH ! Then, she get mad of me. She think I'm crazy by going to ktm by besement exit. Hello, that's the most nearest pathway to go. I suggested that way because she was sick, her knees can't hold her for long. But, she get mad and there she go. We rounded the whole buliding from the outside. The weather was so hot. I'm dying out there. I'm also get mad, and start talking shit behind her. I'm sick with her. She thinks that she's always right. I'm always wronged. She just won't never listened to me. I care for her, okay? WTH.

At the station, I bought a bottle of mineral water and drank half of it. I'm sick with her. *Baik xpayah kluar mcm ni. heish.. When I'm on the ride, I looked at this chinese girl. She was holding her study book. Add math, biology I guess from my view. She was studying on the ride. Then, I realised. That it. That is what I should do. I'm gonna study hard and good result wiith flying colours and won't hold on my parent's money ever. I wanna be successful so that, I could have my OWN RIDE. No one would scold me what Imma doin, used, play etc etc . Only few months left, I should get ready.

Moral of the story today:

We should not put our hope on people, they won't give us anything.

No PAIN , No GAIN. Right? :)

Why?

2011-03-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

What is wrong with me??? Am i too jealous with my other friends who had great times with their family and friends?? Or, this HOLs means SUCKS to me. Huh, I just can't take it anymore.. Last night, I felt terribly. I felt like what is going on here? This is a school holidays or freaking stupid holiday?! I always wanna say BAD WORDS since last night. I'm feel terrible, sucks, like wanna died, and used bad words like today.

Ya Allah, this is so miserable! I hate this, U know what? From the first day to now, I am the babysitter at home. I did take care of luqman ALL DAY! I take care of him, feed him with formula milk, bath him, dress him up and makes me think a while, that all this hardness that I take, my mum had it when she take care of me before.

Okay, i think i'm okay now. heishhh, fuhh.. argh, *rase nk g beach je, NAK SHOUT!!!

huhuuhuu T_T"

loook !

2010-12-01T17:47:00.000+08:00

LOOK WHO'S THEREE ... ?

AWWW ... HAHA

why what how ?

2010-11-21T00:22:00.001+08:00

curently not myself .

missing something , i lost my heart .

can't find it.

hopely it's safe eh , u thief !

huh .. gosh , what is this feeling??

can't define it. not in any dictionary.

help. from no one. tet -_____________________-"

Lahaulawalakuwataillahbillah..

2010-10-31T19:06:00.000+08:00

AKU, KAU BERBEZA...AKU, KAU ISTIMEWA...

LELAKI

Lelaki bujang kena tanggung dosa sendiri apabila sudah baligh manakala dosa gadis bujang ditanggung oleh bapanya.

Lelaki berkahwin kena tanggung dosa sendiri, dosa isteri, dosa anak perempuan yang belum berkahwin (yg ada anak pompuan ramai kena ingat ni....pastikan anak solat, tutup aurat, etc) dan dosa anak lelaki yang belum baligh.

BERATKAN?

Hukum menjelaskan anak lelaki kena bertanggung jawab ke atas ibunya dan sekiranya dia tidak menjalankan tanggung jawabnya maka dosa baginya terutama anak lelaki yang tua, manakala perempuan tidak, perempuan hanya perlu taat kepada suaminya. Isteri berbuat baik pahala dapat kepadanya kalau buat tak baik dosanya ditanggung oleh suaminya. BERATKAN??

Suami kena bagi nafkah pada isteri, ini wajib tapi isteri tidak. Walaupun begitu isteri boleh membantu. Haram bagi suami bertanya pendapatan isteri lebih-lebih lagi menggunakan pendapatan isteri tanpa izin.

Banyak lagi lelaki lebih-lebih lagi yang bergelar suami perlu tanggung. Kalau nak dibayangkan beratnya dosa-dosa yang ditanggungnya seperti gunung dengan semut. Itu sebabnya mengikut kajian nyawa orang perempuan lebih panjang daripada lelaki. Lelaki mati cepat kerana tak larat dengan beratnya dosa-dosa yang ditanggung (ikut kajian laa...jangan percaya sangat)

Tetapi orang lelaki ada keistimewaannya yang dianugerah oleh Allah SWT. Ini orang lelaki kena tahu, kalau tak tahu kena jadi perempuan. Begitulah kira-kiranya.

WANITA :

Auratnya lebih susah dijaga berbanding lelaki. Perlu meminta izin dari suaminya apabila mahu keluar rumah tetapi tidak sebaliknya. Saksinya kurang berbanding lelaki. Menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki.

Perlu menghadapi kesusahan mengandung dan melahirkan anak.

Wajib taat kepada suaminya tetapi suami tak perlu taat pada isterinya. Talak terletak di tangan suami dan bukan isteri. Wanita kurang dalam beribadat kerana masalah haid dan nifas yang tak ada pada lelaki.

Pernahkah kita lihat sebaliknya??

Benda yang mahal harganya akan dijaga dan dibelai serta disimpan ditempat yang tersorok dan selamat. Sudah pasti intan permata tidak akan dibiar bersepah-sepah bukan? Itulah bandingannya dengan seorang wanita.

Wanita perlu taat kepada suami tetapi lelaki wajib taat kepada ibunya 3 kali lebih utama dari bapanya. Bukankah ibu adalah seorang wanita ?

Wanita menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki tetapi harta itu menjadi milik peribadinya dan tidak perlu diserahkan kepada suaminya, manakala lelaki menerima pusaka perlu menggunakan hartanya untuk menyara isteri dan
anak-anak.

Wanita perlu bersusah payah mengandung dan melahirkan anak, tetapi setiap saat dia didoakan oleh segala haiwan, malaikat dan seluruh makhluk ALLAH di mukabumi ini, dan matinya jika kerana melahirkan adalah syahid kecil. Manakala dosanya diampun ALLAH (dosa kecil).

Di akhirat kelak, seorang lelaki akan dipertanggungjawabkan terhadap 4 wanita:

1. ibunya ,
2. isterinya ,
3.anak perempuannya , dan
4. saudara perempuannya.

Manakala seorang wanita pula, tanggungjawab terhadapnya ditanggung oleh 4 org lelaki ini:

1. suaminya,
2. ayahnya,
3. anak lelakinya dan
4. saudara lelakinya .

Seorang wanita boleh memasuki pintu Syurga melalui mana-mana pintu Syurga yg disukainya cukup dengan 4 syarat sahaja:

1. sembahyang 5 waktu
2. puasa di bulan Ramadhan
3. taat suaminya dan
4. menjaga kehormatannya .

Seorang lelaki perlu pergi berjihad fisabilillah tetapi wanita jika taat akan suaminya serta menunaikan tanggungjawabnya kepada ALLAH akan turut menerima pahala seperti pahala orang pergi berperang fisabilillah tanpa perlu mengangkat senjata.

MasyaALLAH.. .sayangnya ALLAH pada wanita ....

Seorang wanita adalah pelengkap dan sememangnya istimewa di sisi seorang lelaki , tetapi ingatlah wahai lelaki...kamu sebenarnya adalah istimewa disisi Allah, maka dengan sebab itu DIA mengangkat kamu menjadi
pemimpin...maka dengan keistimewaan itu, JAGALAH dan HARGAILAH wanita sebaik-baiknya...supaya kelak masing2 lelaki dan wanita dapat pulang mengadap Allah dalam keadaan istimewa disisiNYA..

"Berpeganglah kamu sekelian dengan tali Allah dan janganlah kamu berpecah-belah, dan ingatlah nikmat Allah atas kamu, seketika kamu bermusuh-musuhan telah dipersatukanNya hati kamu semuanya, sehingga dengan segera kamu telah menjadi bersaudara dengan sebab nikmatNya.(Ali- Imran:103)

Pada hari itu (hari qiamat) manusia diberitahu akan segala yang telah dikerjakannya dan yang telah ditinggalkan. Bahkan manusia itu, anggotanya menjadi saksi terhadap dirinya sendiri, walaupun dia berperi-peri memberikan alasan untuk membela diri "

Hikmah sujud -

Sujud lega sistem pernafasan

Mungkin ramai di kalangan umat Islam tidak sedar mengenai pelbagai hikmah yang tersembunyi ketika sujud. Pada hal, kita perlu sedar bahawa tiada suatu pun ciptaan dan suruhan Allah s.w.t. yang sia-sia, malahan setiap ciptaan itu mempunyai kelebihan yang selalunya tidak terjangkau akal manusia. Manusia melakukan sujud dalam dua bentuk, iaitu sujud fizikal seperti ketika bersolat dan sujud spiritual berbentuk ketaatan kepada perintah Allah s.w.t. dan menjauhi laranganNya. Ulama mengatakan sujud ketika solat adalah waktu manusia paling hampir dengan Allah s.w.t. dan mereka menggalakkan kita bersujud lebih lama. Antara hikmah lain sujud adalah melegakan sistem pernafasan dan mengembalikan kedudukan organ ke tempat asalnya.

Bernafas ketika sujud pula boleh:

- membetulkan kedudukan buah pinggang yang terkeluar sedikit dari tempat asalnya.

- membetulkan pundi peranakan yang jatuh.

- melegakan sakit hernia. (burut)

- mengurangkan sakit senggugut ketika haid.

- melegakan paru-paru daripada ketegangan.

- mengurangkan kesakitan bagi pesakit apendiks atau limpa.

- kedudukan sujud adalah paling baik untuk berehat dan mengimbangkan lingkungan bahagian belakang tubuh.

- meringankan bahagian pelvis.

- memberi dorongan supaya mudah tidur.

- menggerakkan otot bahu, dada, leher, perut serta punggung ketika akan sujud dan bangun daripada sujud.

- pergerakan otot itu menjadikan ototnya lebih kuat dan elastik, secara automatik memastikan kelicinan perjalanan darah yang baik.

- bagi wanita, pergerakan otot itu menjadikan buah dadanya lebih baik, mudah berfungsi untuk menyusukan bayi dan terhindar daripada sakit buah dada.

- mengurangkan kegemukan.

- pergerakan bahagian otot memudahkan wanita bersalin, organ peranakan mudah kembali ke tempat asal serta terhindar daripada sakit gelombang perut (convulsions).

- organ terpenting iaitu otak manusia menerima banyak bekalan darah dan oksigen.

- mengelakkan pendarahan otak jika tiba-tiba menerima pengepaman darah ke otak secara kuat dan mengejut serta terhindar penyakit salur darah dan sebagainya.

Dari segi psikologi pula, sujud membuatkan kita merasa rendah diri di hadapan Yang Maha Pencipta sekaligus mengikis sifat sombong, riak, takbur dan sebagainya.

Dari segi perubatan, kesan sujud yang lama akan menambahkan kekuatan aliran darah ke otak yang boleh mengelakkan pening kepala dan migrain, menyegarkan otak serta menajamkan akal fikiran sekali gus menguatkan mentality seseorang. Menurut kajian, terdapat beberapa urat saraf di dalam otak manusia yang tidak dimasuki darah sedangkan setiap inci otak manusia memerlukan darah yang cukup untuk berfungsi secara normal dan sempurna.

Tujuh kalimat:

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W " Barang siapa hafal tujuh kalimat, ia terpandang mulia di sisi Allah dan Malaikat serta diampuni dosa-dosanya walau sebanyak busa/buih laut "

1. Mengucap Bismillah pada tiap-tiap hendak melakukan sesuatu.

2. Mengucap Alhamdulillah pada tiap-tiap selesai melakukan sesuatu.

3. Mengucap Astagfirullah jika lidah terselip perkataan yang tidak patut.

4.. Mengucap Insya Allah jika merencanakan berbuat sesuatu di hari esok.

5. Mengucap La haula wala kuwwata illa billah jika menghadapi sesuatu tak disukai dan tak diingini.

6. Mengucap inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun jika menghadapi dan menerima musibah.

7. Mengucap La ilaha illa Allah Muhammad Rasulullah sepanjang siang malam sehingga tak terpisah dari lidahnya dari tafsir hanafi, mudah-mudahan ingat, walau lambat-lambat mudah-mudahan selalu, walau sambil lalu mudah-mudahan jadi bisa, karena sudah biasa

AMIN.

Surah Al-Munaafiquun :
Ayat : 9
Hai orang-orang yang beriman, janganlah kamu lalai (lengah) kerana harta benda dan anak-anakmu daripada mengingati Allah (sembahyang lima waktu). Barangsiapa memperbuat demikian itu, maka mereka orang yang rugi.

Ayat : 11
Allah tiada akan memberi tempoh kepada seorang bila telah sampai ajalnya. Allah Maha Mengetahui tentang apa yang kamu kerjakan.

Para Ulama' berpesan untuk kita jadikan pegangan JANGAN TINGGAL/LALAI BERSOLAT, ia adalah WAJIB:

Barangsiapa meninggalkan solat Maghrib , dosanya seperti berzina dengan ibunya sendiri bagi yang lelaki dan berzina dengan bapanya sendiri bagi yang perempuan!

Jadi, apakah bezanya sumbang mahram dengan meninggalkan solat Maghrib?

Meninggalkan solat Isya' , maka Allah tidak redha ia hidup di bumi-Nya.

Bermakna, setiap langkah kita tidak mendapat pelindunganNya di dunia ini. Dan lebih malang bila kita diazab di dunia yang lain nanti (akhirat).

Meninggalkan solat Subuh akan disiksa selama 60 tahun (waktu akhirat) di dalam neraka.

Perlu kita ingat bahawa azab yang paling ringan adalah sepertimana azab yang dikenakan kepada bapa saudara Rasulullah saw yang mana apabila dipakaikan kasut dari neraka maka mendidihlah sampai ke otaknya.Selama ini kita baru dapat bayangkan bagaimana air mendidih saja.....

Meninggalkan solat Zohor diibaratkan seperti meruntuhkan Ka'abah. Kalau begitu sepanjang hidup kita ini tak payahlah berangan-angan untuk menunaikan haji.

Itu adalah suatu perkara yang amat mudah...

Satu kali meninggalkan solat Asar sama dosanya dengan membunuh 1000 orang Islam.

Kat dunia ni bolehlah jadi sekutu Presiden Bush atau Obama, tak payahlah kutuk dia lagi kat dunia ni...Kita dengan dia (Bush / Obama) sama saja.

Rasulullah saw ada menyebut, tinggalkan solat adalah Kafir yang nyata.

Yang benar itu adalah dari Allah swt dan yang kurang itu adalah dari kelemahan kita yang nyata.

Salam Ukhuwah..~

har har . xP

2010-09-06T12:03:00.001+08:00

MAY=LOVER
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hye ^^"

2010-09-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

well, hello. actually idk what should i say on ma fr0sty blog, sorry sorry.

bcoz myb i'm not strong enough to write all things happening around me. i think i'm not.

btw, it's the our 2nd semester holiday, oooh ya! it well be gud. i guess.

so, HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI ALLZ. ILY !

hi hi ^^"

2010-08-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

well, here i am .. typing on ma frosty blog. haha. okay, urm . idk wht to say.

i have been hard days. VERY hard days this week, okay on my previous entry. i told you how important 4 us to be good to others and i'm just trying to be nice. though. yeah i DID. but it's seems my kindness turns out something that i would not like 'it' to happen. But 'it' does. grr i hate this ouh.. like i say b4 idk how when why did peopple changed drastically like snapping ur finger in a second. i was like 'whoa hang on man. you overboard it.

ergh, sorry. i don't want say anything bout this person. he got a name to save.

yay yay yay..

i DID IT.. WOOHOOOOO ..

sangat2 BEST. YEAH. actually it was mY ULBS thingy. i was the first speaker to talk about 'Kesan2 Keganasan Rumah Tangga' :P :P sgt lah LOL. tjuk die :P

and yeah ! i did it i'm was not preparing anything i don't memorize the script like other people does yeah... hehe :D :D

hye allz!

2010-07-03T09:24:00.000+08:00

i hope u all have a good day today .. starts a new day with a new beginning having a new experience afterwards. hmmmm.. i got nothng to tell you about, my result are SUCKS! , my boyfie is just not around to spend time with me, like for some reasons he gave excuses, n the excuses are accepted. huh..what am i goin to do now?

aisyah is having a holiday with her family, she said the hotel was gorgeous .woot2! yeah, very nice. huh, my mom babbling in the my new day. huh, grr! i hate it so much.

'haha! kerek gle! '

oh, yah! guess what??

come'on , take a guess .. hmm?
yea right ? whose gonna read ur blog? it's like you're talking to yourself.

huh, nevermind. my cat named 'debab' she's...what we called ? bunting ! haha, ok, ter'BM plak. =P

yeah, she's bunting ! i am so happy bout this girl cat! i was like ? whatt?! she;s just so DEBAB ! hahaha. you should see her, she's so big . heeee =P congrates dEar! =D

i think there's no more i could share with you guys

oh yah! i forgot, i'm now reading 'The Last Song!' wee , can wait to finish the whole novel. many of among my friends did cried after finished reading this novel . heee xD can't wait.. !

to0dles~!! ^^

hey ~_~"

2010-06-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

hey guys..it's been a while..

well, i think i'm sick..

why ? look at me?!

oh,ok ? is this me? nvrmind ..

it's almost like this..

i repeat ' alm0st' like this..

i think i had a 143 siCk ..

idk wht to do, how should i do it, it's distracting me with all the things .. grr, wtFish!

i'm not in such good mood and i'm so sick that i have a cold, my hands and feet are so cold that im shivering here.. oh, please .. DAMN!

I hate whenever i am like this ..

like an old woman .. grr, meanwhile i had a great TEST on last tuesday, it was the hipocrite tRain! i hate that train so muCh. n i'll never trust it anymore! . always broke promises n LATE!

That's the things that i hate the most ! being LATE ?!

UNLESS, u have good excuse or reasons bout it.

i arrived at home at 10 pm !

what?? i'm only 16 years old girl, yea mybe u'll think that i am a kind of childish that i'm afraid of go home late at night, but trust me! the pressure at the station u'll never know that made me wanna go h0me as s00n as possible ..

oh, yes . i hate waitin too.. that's the second reasons.

then , for 3 days i had an experience like 'being a BIBIK at ur own home'

happy? no, i'm n0t !

now, my body is aching, i'm so tired, n i'm kind of sleepy ..

yea2, then u'll say that ' better you go to sleep than writing this whole crap ..! '

bla bla bla ..

fine , i'm outta here!

amig0s ....

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2010-05-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

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u guess wht??

u can practice ur mathematics here~!

so that u won't careless in the exam..

hehe :P

just hit the link there and enjoy ..

why why why ??

2010-05-30T10:09:00.001+08:00

huhu T_T"

korg.. ak slalu sakit, tp xthu sakit ape..

ak asyk penin2, sakit perut bab *period* huhu T_T" .. seriously tersangat sakit , time kasih!

eND~~

ak touchy gle~!

2 hari lepas , ak didatangi oleh cik penin.. cik penin mndatangi ak ketika suatu pagi dalam 10am .. then, after shower .. sye turun downstairs tuk breakfast, semasa sy menuruni tangga.. cik penin buat sye blurr, smpai stu tahap sy terskip satu ank tangga , then *debushh!* jatuh terduduk after stu ank tngga tersebut.. entah mcm mane kaki sye terseliuh sket, n sye turun la tangga yg berlebihan itu dengan kaki yg sakit dan terdekit-dekit.. hahha

kelakar law diingat blek. hehe

then, sye call afif nk gtw die . patu, die xanswer..

cdeyh je, ttbe ade msg dari afif tanye 'ade apa call?'

huhu, then da reply 3x .die xreply pn..

ptg tu , bru lah sye dapt thu die da reply, but sy xdpt.. n die ade problem ngn phone die..

huhu , n sye paham.. it's uke at least die gtw.

but, i miss him!!

O_T"

hmmm....

X_X"

2010-05-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

oh, i am so not feeling good ..

why?

i think i'm gonna fail again in this mid-term exam. b'coz i don't have enough time to get to study all chapters! Plus, in add-math paper .. i forgot how to calculate min/max point in completing the square n sketch the graph, and also i didn't do the simultaneous equation which is 2 QUESTION of them which cost them 5 MARKS! 5*2=10 marks! i lost 10 marks there! and many more!

ok, just stop it! it's over, ok! i'm sorry, i know u guys didn't even understand wht am i babbling about. .hehe stop reading if u want so..

but.. i can't make myself clear~! i just need someone to talk . . i am sorry, idk why i keep saying sorry ..

SOORRY..

bye.

alahai..

2010-05-22T12:14:00.000+08:00

TODAY! i woke up early at 4.15am.. idk why, but i just wake up nk went to shower. then afta i take my shower, i went out n wear my school uniform, im still sleepy n can't think straight. haha, then, my mom said ( M: mom , F: fatin )

M: nk g mane?? ade skola ke hri ne ?

F: hr nie kan skola, exam sej plak ..

M: hri ne SABTU! mne ade skola, exam sej kan smlm?!

F: hah??! *tgk calendar*. ha'a la! aish, heheh *malunye*

M: ish, budak ne!

F: heee , segannye! haha

uke, tu smunya berlaku pgi tdi n ak rase sgt silly. tet, jgn glak!

malu auw.

=_+"

2010-05-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

zzzz , i forgot how to upload my pics from my phone to comp. urggh, spoil my mood ah, grr!

sorry guys , maybe next time ..

oh, ok K.O ..

2010-05-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

hi hi , sye thu da lame sye xmeng-update bloG ini sbb *majok*.. haha, xde kena mengena pun.

org xde mase la, nie pun tgh aDe mid-term exam kat skola! ggrr, da la wat wktu bln (5) kesyangn ak ..

hey, i love this month kay. hee :P

tanye la naPe ?? hahha, sje nk batak' . ngee, pndaI2 la korg cRi maklumat sendri2 k.. hehhe :)

huh, hari ni exam BM ketas 1 dan 2. ak rse tgn da nk tercabut, dan sgt sakit! huhu, exam plg penat yg pernah ak rse sbb, 1 exam da dkat 2 jm 1/2 cmtu .. huhu T_O" n ak rse agk bangga gak bab ak berjaya menulis berjuta2 patah perkataan hari nie 'kot'. haha, sbb ak rse blom penah lagi ak menulis sbyk nie .. :P hee

ggrr, nie pun tg study literature.. duh! sok eng! huhuhu, bye.. nk smbg stuDY! law ade mase ak sambng lG.. hmm ok ? :')

weyh!! ahhh

2010-02-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

korg tahu x ?
mase sekrg jalan ngn cepat gler, ak rase bwu skjp je kowt ade kat skola..
tup tup da wktu blek ?
huh ?
ish, ish, ish . .
xsangke, heee xD

smlm ak sakt perut, sakit gler.. patu g klinik, dr ckp xde pape. just sakit biase, ak kate wth ?
tggu lame gler tp, sakit biase je ?? ak rase cm nk terberanak kat sini, dye kate okay jer?
haish , sabr aje la!!!

zzz,
xlame lg valentine.. hek hek :D

kucing oh kucing !

2010-01-26T14:08:00.000+08:00

anda tahu siapekah pemilik kucing ini ?
org itu telah mencuri hatiku..
siape eh ??
fikir laa sendiri.. hehe

the End~~ hehe

2010-01-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

hehe, cepat tol mase berlalu kan?
ak pun xsedar tp betul lah kate org 'mase itu emas'. klau kte sia2kan mase, punahlah mase depan kte semua, sbb kte xmnghargai mase. heee :)

esok, merupakan hri pertama persekolahn bermula. tahun ini, aku akan berumur 16 thn. kelas
4 Perdana. hee, klas yg dipenuhi oleh bdk2 top student 8A. seram aku dibwtnye, sbb aku kena berusaha lbh gigih tuk mndpt result cantik dlm kelas! semgt2 skolah!! haha, oh ye.

thn yg baru nie jgk aku berazam, ak akan belajar bersungguh2 dan xbole maen2 mcm thn lps (2009) kerna kputsn peperiksaan aku menunjukknye bgitu. wlau ape pun, ak xkan ponteng skola, klas, wkt bertgs d pss dan koko kerana aku perlu kumpul markh2 itu untuk membawa ak ke Universiti kelak! betul kan! hehe *senyum!! :D

so, aku kena berusaha, berusaha, berusaha!!!

that's all for today!
fatin

uhh, hello?

2009-12-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

fuh, sekian lame ak xmengupdate bl0g ini..

yela, ak an blk kmpg, raye k0rban uh n wat la akikah tuk luQman sket.

ak blk kmpg un juz tuk raye, lepak, buang mase ngan c0usins ak. haha, talk about b0ys, sumthin' liKe dat la.. huhu

penat2, b0red2, until we were goin t0 KB MALL. wee hii hoo huu, best gler..

yeah2, i kn0w.. i'm l00k sucks, hee ":)

oh, btw.. he's my other c0usin. dye blnje bowling.. hehe :)

s0, kitowg g0 play bowling, wind0w shoppings.. haha. as usual, we ate waffles, n cousin i tu ckp dye xpena kua mcm ne ngan kwn2 or sape2. jus ngan family g shopping brg dapur, etc

i said, 'what??' tggu la t dtg shah alam, sy bwk awk jln2, haha.. lbh penat dri hari ne.

hoho, bring it on.. hee :)

hehe, bye :)

hahaha!!

2009-11-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

hi, lame ak x update blog, huhu, rindu kau!
yke? hihi

ok: part 1

kirenya, ini crite semalam la. huhu

cube teka ak bgn pkul brape ari ne???

hmm??

tet* jawapan anda salah = pkul 10am. :)

okay, bermulanye pkul 10am itu adek ak mengidam nak mkn hotcakes yg mcDonalds pnye, then ak waktu tu blom mandi lgi, hik3. so, da gtaw ibu semu. bersiap2, then grak g ngan ibu naek m0tor.. dlm kol 11am gitu la kite smpi sane n ibu kte amik coupon kfc ne yg tuk breakfastnye :

see, ini la die.. haha, siap bwk coupon lg pegi sane. then beratur sket pnye pnjg. then, die un ckp :
F: breakfast pnye still ade ke?
kfc C : srry dik, breakfast pnye just smpi pkul 11am..
F :ouh, okay. *smile n blah*

*malu ok, da la bwk coupon. haha, lolx!

part 2:

then jumpe ibu ckp breakfastnye smpi kol 11am jew, tgk jam sket da kol bape?
11.30am. haha, padan muke sape suro bgn lambt, huhu. xpe la, bkn rezeki ak kowt. hmm, ingatkn trus blk rupeny ibu nak g GIANT. hehem sje besakn. nak beli tepung cap sauh nak wat pankek, biskut cap hup seng nak melantak sbb sedap, hehe, ice cream grand yg king's pnye sbb haus yg kechik jer, lastly beli hasbrowns tuk adek ak. yg sejukbekunye, so just blk n goreng2.. wiosiioonfghfdfgsd ...
ting* da siap, dlm 5 min. hehe

da blk2 trus goreng sbb lapar sgt, da la breakfast ak jadi lunch. melantak aje la semu.. :) untuk dipendekn cter ak ngan hanim plan nak kua hri ne coz ibu da kua 2 hr berturut2 n ak kena jage baby luQman. penat aw, grrr.. xpe, ak berdebat gak ngan ibu sbb nk kua pnye psl, hehe. tibe2, hanim dtg. wee, gembiranya ak xterkira. n ibu n tepakse mengalah.. hoho, i w0n!!! hihi
*gedik kan ak ne? lolx*

patu kitorg un kua la jalan2 smpi kat ktm, ak bru tanye kte nak g mane ne? haha, tergelak hanin kat situ, ak un plik la asal la dye leyh glak smpi mcm tu. kih2, then die un ckp :

H: yang ak cter dari tadi nak wat pe semu kau xdgr ke?
F: * dgn yakinnye ak ckp* X. sbb ak mengelamun, so xdgr satu un pe dye ckp. haha, ak glak dlm atie.
H: *wat muke* kih2, bia aje la dye, haha

so, kitorg decide nak g subang parade sbb hanim nak beli 'tali' yg terikat kat ph0ne uh. tah, tetibe je maybe die takowt phone BARU die uh hlang lg ke, terjatuh ke. haha. xpe, ak sbg kawan yg BAIK nie teman la die jalan2 semata2 nak cri 'tali' tu. waktu kitorg jalan2, usha2 tu an, satu building uh penuh ngan dec0ration tuk chrisnast day. wee hoo.. seriously, kitorg jumpe adiah yg lbih besa drpad kte. haha, tp xleyh bwk blk. security guard tu ade kat situ, usha je kitorg pluk adiah yg besa uh. hihi, jgn rsau la guard kitorg xkn bwk blik nye. huhu..

so, kitowg ngan sedeyhny blah n truskn pejalanan kami dgn usha-usha, jalan-jalan smpi la kol 2.30pm.. hehe next, makan time. da makan semu trus balik. haha, simple. itu je, hehe. bye

hello???

2009-10-13T21:39:00.001+08:00

i think kan, nobody nak open this blogging laa........ so, better ak merepek sket!
ha3

pelik tol?: ok hari ne ak nak cter betapa penat nyer ak ari ne!

H:Hanim
F:Fatin

pada hari ini, kami berdua telah pergi ke Pejabat Mara yg terletak D Anggerik Mall.. Oleh kerana ayh sy x dpt menghntr kami, jaD kami terpaksa menaiki bas awam.. (rapidkL) tepat jam 11.57 pagi, kami bergerak ke perhentian bas D stesen komuter dan terpaksa menunggu selama 15 min dlm keadaan panas terik yg teramat sgt walaupun baru pukul 11.00 pagi..

seterusnya, tepat jam 12.00 tgh hr sy mula merasakan bahawa sy bukan lagi berpeluh, malah manD peluh D situ kerana panasnya bahang matahari yg memancar ke BUMI, oleh kerana bumi merupakan planet yg terletak berhmpran dengan matahari.. Oleh itu, sy m'beritahu kepada hanim:

F: weyh, pegi kat komuter jap! nak beli tissue, panas sgt nih!
H: yela2

sesudah itu, kami smpi D komuter mlang x berbau uncle yg jual tissue tu berada D di dalam kwsn untuk menaiki komuter tersebut.. jaD kami ingin kembali ke tmpt kami menunggu bas taD.. belum sempat kami ingin melangkah kaki keluar dari situ, seorg lelaki cina yg x Dkenali menyuruh kami menekan butang untuk membeli ticket ker KL Sentral.. Jadi, dgn muka yg merah kami tekan2 untuk die dan sesudah itu, die ucap:

O.Cina: Thank you, huh!
F: oh, Welc0me..
H: x wujud D situ ( ha3 )

setelah itu kami pun bergerak ke kwsn penantian bas yg Dsayangi itu.. Setelah beberapa min, bas tersebut smpi dan hanya menggunakan card touch n Go.. sy gelabah kerna x mempunyai kad tersebut, jaD sy keluarkan duit rm10 utk membeli kadtersebut D dlm bas
haha.. memg best!

kami menuju ke Anggerik Mall dgn selamat dan setibanya kami D sana kami bergegas ke pejabat mara itu, kerana jam sudah hampir pukul 1.00 ptg ( masa utk solat n lunch ). Malang x berbau, kami dikehendaki mendptkan pengesahan utk copy ic, surat beranak dan slip percubaan pmr.. seterusnya, kami pun kluar dan menuju ke PAS ( plaza Alam Sentral ) ... membeli brg keperluan diri, hanim aje la tapi, saya x..

da penat, blk tiD0!!!!! ha3
esok ak smbg..

wht the wht the what??!

2009-08-22T22:23:00.001+08:00

hehe! it just nothing.. just to tell u how i feel right n0w...

i feel like an idiot who is sitting infront of the comp doin nothing as the comp had recoved from H1N1.. haha

how could a comp get infected? lolx..

next, is how am i goin to face my own cousin since my result is sooo bad as i wanna take a knife and cut me off!
i think that all my frewn had left me behind and i 'm being such a * x sedar diri * person!
who would ever take me into good school like mrsm and others like i'm dreaming since i'm in standard 6? huh?
who would?! i don't think soo!

lalalalaa... i soo upset as my result is:
2A, 4B and 2C?!!

urgghh!

hmmmmm 2.........

2009-06-28T15:35:00.000+08:00

esok-nyer, my mom kate:

Mom: cpt packing, kita g johor hntr pengantin baru n trus balik s.a!!
Me: What? *adoyai.. johor? nun jauh di selatan sana!! argghhh....

patu, ak tanye kazen ak ikot x semu? kazen ak kate die dah balk s.a semalam... huhuhuhu, pergi tanpa alert! ish2, xpe.. ade ubi ade batas, ade hari ak blzz.... ak un grak la dlm 5 buah kete.. mcm rombongan plak.. eheh, tapi x best langsung, bwt sakit pinggang.. 1 hari terperap dlm kete jer.. geram jer, asal x naek flight? kan best... iskh2.. da hntr 2, trus blk keesokkan harinye lps majlis makan beradap.. penat doh!

mls nak cTer daa, bye!

hmmmmm....

2009-06-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

nk tahu tak? hari ne ak rase mcm puase sbb dahaga sgt.. air 500ml tu un ak da hbskan then balik umah lagi la.. n n, toDay an mrym x datang aw, rase mcm empty jer, huhu.. sian tasya x kena pukul hari ne..

n rase panas gler weyhh, x tahan ak.. blk2 jer busuk, haha... *diam*

cuti skolah 2.6.09-10.6.09:

ak balk kmpg sbb adk ayah ak kawen so means ak dpt bapa saudare bvaru la an? hehe.. kira ok la gak, x de la membujang je mk saudare ak yg sorang tu .. husband die, ok la tapi satu jer ak x suke.. die smoke, uggrhh... naseb baek die x smoke depan ak klau x da lame ak marah die! hahha *berani ker??* hehe..

5.6.09:

mlm hr tu ak sms ngan kazen ak yg kat U tu, die kate x tahu lagi bleyh balik ke x, klau blk dpt jumpe die hihi..

6.6.09-7.6.09:

6 hrbln tu, ak dtg peot aw then ak senggugut gler2 sakit mcm nk beranak! *ye ker?* sumpah sakit, ayh ak la G beli 0bat semu tuk ak, setengah hr ak dlm blk jer.. lps asar tu ak kuar dok kat ruang tamu, n ayh long ak un kate:

A.L: fatin, muke pucats lesi nie kenape? mcm tgh b'pantang jer? ekkekeke
F: mane ade ayh long nie...

ishk, x pasal2 kena.. haha. x lame tu, mk ak un tepon kate x sempat nk amik ak mkn kenduri.. so kazen ak tu yg hntrkan mknn nnt.. ak un gelabah la, muke ak mcm org sakit, pki kain batik plak tu.. bayangkan aje lah. so, ak suruh aje la adk amik-kan..hihihi malu deh nk jumpe kazen ak tu..

mlm tu, majlis akad nikah kat masjid patu, ak nmpk mok long belah ayh ak dtg kat ak sbb ak asyik dok kat luar jer * yela, org tgh peot, mane leyh msk dlm masjid*. then, ak tgk kazen ak yg kate x dpt blk tu ade kat sebelah ak jer tibe2, magic! hahaha..

kitorg un ckp2.. tibe2 die glak.. kuat plak tu. ak un pelik r, *ak bocor ke, kain ak singkat ker, tudung ak cacat ke* x de la plak, then die cTer:

K: tadi abe tanye izatty, mane kakak? patu, nk tahu ape izatty kate?
F: ape? * ak da b'debar ne*
K: izatty kate ' kakak sakit perut, die period'. hahaahah
F: *ak shocked, malu gler doh* ape la adek ak tu, x leyh c0ver line sket ke? adeyhh..
K: hahahahah hehheheh hhiiihih

serious malu, ak rase mcm nk lari jer dr situ, ak x ckp ngan die 10 saat smile jer...
aduisshhh.... lps tu, die kate:

K: nape x msk? kan boleh?
F: org kena jawab gak ker?
K: *gelak lagi* alah, skrg kan semu da gune *wings*.... ekekkeke
F: *malu gler... adehh, ade jgk yg jgk yg kena penumbuk sulung ak nie kang... *

arghhh, sumpah malu gler wktu tu.. hik hik, sabar aje lah..ehehhe

aduyai, penat sudeh gue menulis, da penat..

esok gue smbg cTer nie eh!?
bye2

oooooohhh...

2009-06-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

oh yeah, just now i was chatting wit mr. monitor.. guess who,
*drums* ^___^ izzuddin!

biase2 je sampai la sini:

F: bes x dok sane?
I: bes ade, x be un ade...
F: aikk? nape plak...
I: sbb kat nie byk koling..
F: *blurr skjp*
I: koling 2 keling la dlm bahasa org n9
F: ooh, ye ker.. hahaha

hahaha klakar la bhse n9...

lalalala, g tid0 la fatin..
ok bye..

hey guys?!

2009-06-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

srry, da lame x update coz busy n i got very bad bad bad news.. it's about my midterm result.. whose gonna believe i'm in 3pd with result like this, huh? i don't think so! ...

bla bla bla, next on 27.6.09:

kat school nnt ade amik report card, wit the same bad result ... i don't know wht to do?! help me, plzzz...

oh yeah, yesterday my cousin came 2 my house wit his friend, his friend's name is luqman too.. hehe, kinda cute.. my cousin just came by to take his camera n i told him wht my result is, so he told me not to worry so much n keep study to archeive the best..

so, i'll take his advice n this is the last post i think coz i wanna study, i want to go to mrsm, university, degrees and so on.. plzz wish me luck?!

bye n thx!
fatin...

a St0ry...

2009-05-29T14:44:00.000+08:00

yay??!! exam is over, finally.. haha, but takot ahh klau x pass ak terjun tngkap....

skang ne ak berada di rumah dan berase sgt2 b0san... oh2, my cousin dtg, s0nok die cTer waktu nak naek bas, die tersepit.. hahaha, jahat pemandu tu.. n n luqman plak klau die bgn asyik2 nangis jer.. penat aw kakak die ne nk jage.. huhu

hari ne spatot nyer ak G skolah n sjk semalam perut ak asyik sakiT aje, smpi ke paGi... sian la kat ak? tapi, x pe ak leyh jaga luQman hehe...

hari ne ak rase yg teramat b0san sgt.. x tahu nk bwt ape.. leyh aksi idea tak???

hi guyz...

2009-05-16T22:26:00.001+08:00

it has been long time that i have'nt update my blog.. huhu

well, i got lot's of story to tell :

i got a new brother, his name is muhammad luqmanul hakim, so cute, his weight 2.9 kg, quite nagging around, haha.. n he's a goood boy..
i ... well, me n hanim not so close already.. erm, i don't know wht to say.. that's it..
i'm gonna take midterm exam.. aarrrgggggghhh
i'm not concentrating on my studies... don't know why, but ......
i think i lost my friend..

lallalallalalallalalalallalalallalala, quiet fatin..

okay, bye..

b0ut' ToDay!

2009-03-06T13:20:00.001+08:00

well, today....
we've a lectured fr0m USTAZ AZLAN..
first time i looked at him, i think he's a b000ring person,
then when he starts talked, i says whaaahhh!! *haha, so annoying*

then, he motivated us about THE TEENAGE LIFE

mat rempit

gejala sosial

drugs

maksiat

gugur bayi - tis is sooo freakin' me oUt..

hukuman sebat + gantung smpai mati.
and so onn

urghh, there's soo many more and that makes me cried are he told us bout our parents.. their sacrifices to us, especially our mom.. she's bet her life to gave birth to us..
i cried a lot that time, and scared too.. coz i think i had done lot'sa sin.. then, at 1245 the lectured finished..

at stairs,

me and mrym went together then, akmal + zaid were there..

Z: akmal, bDaK perempuan da kena 'basuh' larh..
me: * i looked at akmal then zaid and pass by them*
A: maybe he looked at our rabbit eyes. i guess ?? * huhu

malu larh weyh! asal tgk2, ish

then, me n mrym packed up our back and go back h0me.

*oh my gosh, why tis song played right noW?- urgghh..*

at h0me,

i cried a lot at my mom shoulders..

then, when sh asked me i did'nt answer although she said

M: ne baru putus ngan boyfren ker?
me: *quiet* more tears.. huhuhu..

* actually, i feel so guilty to my mom, that's y i did'nt answer anythin' to heer..* huh

That's all..

hello guys!

2009-03-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

i'm so sorry 4 wht had happend to you all, when i'm absent..
but, ahh.. i don't kn0w wht to say..
huh..

well, today i'm back fr0m sabah at 4.00 pm, i arrived at the airport..
it was an awful flight.. bad weather.. huhu

but, don't worry guys.. you'll hav ur 'cenderahati ' original fr0m sabah ba'..
hehehe

nity nite!

kenapa?

2009-02-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

bestnyer korang...
ak x de un..
hmm

tapi, x pe lagipun mmg kitorg x ikot korang pun..

huhu..

at home,

i take shower after 10 minutes rest.. and, when i went to my r00m..

i saw my little kitten on my bed, and i say wht the ... u doin on my bed?

so, i take a spray then she went down quickly, n i'm laughing alone..

am i crazy? -_-

then, my mum starts babling [ x taw eja ] ...
and i'm freaking out so, i just sat quiet on my desk..
everyday, always i'm being like tis...
she always pushed me around, do tis n that..
follow she's, he's..

i'm hate it okay!!'
it's give me pressured n if everyday i'm like tis..

i'm gonna CRAZY..

huh..
i've just read my frenz's blog..
they had a lotz happy time together n me?
i'm just a big freaking, crazy old girl..
why?

bye!

oh my g0D!!! so tired larh!

2009-02-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

today i think is the most tired day of my life..
why?
coz today, i had to clean up the apd room and lot'sa b00ks in the new library at the new block..
you know what those cleaning up books takes almost 2 hours on them, and 1 hour 5 minutes at the apd room, i'm so tired that i couldn't even open my eyes.. n n i sleepy too..
huahua..

before me, adila n nadia went home teacher yati says '' klau ade mase dtg lah lagi es0k!!''
in my mind, i say ... what the, .... [ sorry ] ask other people also larh! grrr..

then, luckily adila's mom offered me a ride.. i said thank god, if not i had collapse on the road!
haha..

at home!

i saw my mom's best frenz car infront of the gate.. so, i wit the slumberr face, went into da house n say HOLLA!! hahaha

she's shocked and wht it's called ' melatah'.. haha

it's so funny, i wonder if i got my video cam that time.. ahha

as 4 t0day is a VeRy sPeCial day 4 my GeNiuS frenz: 2 day is her birthday!

so, toshuono...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..........

ZAID ALSO!

ALLAH selamatkan kamu dua orang!!

haha, ur present will come s00n..

hee

that's it!

Tq..

hellew all !!

2009-02-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

hellew all!!!

hari ne ak rase penat gler yg amat sebab...

lps sk0lah ak kena pegi bl0k baru ( pss ) ade pejumpaan tibe2 je hanyelah semata2 tuk tulis jadual kite nk bertugas bile, yg iskhhss, menyussahkan ak jer pegi sana doh.. da laa penat ak pegi sana and dah habes trus ak lari dari blog baru tu ke klas ak.. fuh!! penat gler, sampai jer tgk diorg da siap bwat point2 die.. penat tol.. yg tingal jus nk wat colouring gmbr kiai salleh ibrahim n D.O.J > dato' onn jaafar larh.. haha

ne semu tashanyer idea, mcm larh die lukis org Jepun.. tgk larh nnt. haha

dah! ak dah penat, nk tid0..

da allz...

tammat..

maafkan ak kwn2!!

2009-02-11T16:01:00.001+08:00

kwn2, sebenarnyer...

ak x dpt nk on9 lame2 n ak slalu kena wat mcm2.. so sorry la klau k0rang check tgk bl0g ak x update2 un.. corry eh!

anyway! thanks to mushy, coz da belikan bag kat kitorg.. lupe nk tangkap gmbr.

hehehe..

hari sMalam punyer cTer ini hari baRu aku tUlis!!

2009-02-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

Smlm ak tgh s0nok on9, then mk ak da start marah2 ak semu so, ak tepaksa mengalah..
- sampai ak nagis semu - enD..

pastu, ak cube la berbakti kkpd rumah ak dgn membuat keje2 yg ade, t0long2 sket.. n pastu k0l 12 pm mak ak ajk juar g kenduri kawen.. ak ik0t je lah kate2 die n mk ak pilih semu bj color purple n sampai sane baru la ak tahu kenapa,
tema die purple.. haha, pastu ak un mkn la dgn sedapp- nyer bersama adek aj yg x tahu malu mkn smpi x perasan ade cebisan aym kat gigi die, iskh! adek sapa la tuh??

hehe, bile mk ak balek jer tgk2 aym msk merah kat kenduri tadi ade la dlm seperiuk mak ak bwk blk.. iskh2, kebas jer..
hah

tapi, wktu kat kenduri tu ak jumpe sahabat lame ak.. azmi. sewktu ak darjah 1 sama sk0lah ngan die kat penang.. tiap pagi, mesti mak ak n mak die janji same nk hantaq kitorg g sk0lah..
ingat lagi, wktu bday ak die dtg ngan family die.. s0nok, tapi skrg ak rase mcm kitorg ne mcm dah lupe sesame sendiri.. iskh3, sedeyh la plak!! haha

ahh, nanti2 la.. bkn mase yg sesuai k0t.. tapi, ak kena bersaing ngan die sbb die un amikk PMR n rmi lak plak bdak BNM yg amik PMR thn ne.. uish, resah gelisah ak.. - EnD : x nk cTer dah, bwat org cuak jer :

ok k... dah cukupp lah

TAmmaT..

new Day!

2009-02-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

sEmalam ak lupe nk upsate bl0g. so ni smlm nyer citer larh!

actually, ak malu ngan ape yg ak da buat so yg bace blog ne un kwn2 je, termasuk 'mangsa' yg ak wat salah kat die..

semalam, hujan lebat waktu ptg tu tapi ak tetap gak on9 sbb mak ak tgh tid0..hehe pastu, ak chat la ngan remy n chat psl ak nk pinjam bk k0mik die yg baru2 agi tuh.. so, ak pinjm la dlm 5 buah, then on the way nk blk.. ak rase mcm nk pegi umah mrym jap.. saje b0rak2 k0song & kakak die u gtaw yg die tgh tid0, ak sbnrnyer rase serba salah gak nk kejutkan tp ngan x berpikir pnjg ak masuk je umah > bilik die n ak nmpk mrym tgh 'tid0'.. tibe2 die terjaga.. pastu, mrym un mcm malu la.. ak un malu gak - ko je yg tahu mrym caner rasenye!

n bile blk dari umah mrym je ak rase bersalah yg amat.. pastu ak rase BERSALAH yg amat sgt kat ko mrym, n baru lah ak nk pikir caner la klau org cer0boh bilik ak n rase malu cam tu .. so srry for my unrespectful privasi org.. <>

I'M SORRY YE MRYM, I FEEL SO GUILTY !!!

hai kawan2!!

2009-02-06T18:11:00.000+08:00

hohohohohoho...
hari ni an, kitorg bljr math!! tjk baru s0nok... dah habes..

pastu, agama plak.. diorg semu tgh mnghafal surah al-jumaah tu, n ayt al-imran, yg baru ustzh kasik tadi surah al-baqarah ayat 1-5.. alilamim tu..
ak nk hafal tapi, x leyh..huhuhu.. mashi dah pass ayt surah al-jumaah tu.. nk hafal gak!!! ><
huhuhu

waktu bm kitorg bljr syair pastu2 kitorg sk0deng amir razin tgh dating kat bl0k sebelah n n kawan makwe die <> dok kat tngkt 2 kat tangga mcm desperate gler je.. haha, klkar doh!
pastu2, aliff suke ati die jer kate kat amir, '' Oish!, SILAU!! ''.... hahaha, sbb amir dah b0tak skrg
haha

wktu khb lak, kitorg buwat keje2 kayu, s0nok sampi mnggeletar tgn pegang mesin nk p0t0ng kayu tadi, heeeeeeee.. pastu2, ak jumpe adek ak tgh jalan2 kat kwsn sk0lah tunggu mase nk dilepaskan kat parents!

pastu2, sch00L's eNd..

n n, ak, mashi, mrym, n ales pegi 7eleven... kitorg beli slurpee yg caler kuning tuh.. hehe, n ak + lolipop <> sedapp!! dah makan kat umah

* actually korang, slurpee yg ak buang tadi tu bl0m abes sbenarnyer ade skEt agi..
saje ak buang sbb dah kenyang n tak0t mak ak detect plak..
heeeeee

thaT's All f0lkS!!

End¬¬

my FIRST bl0g 4 TO day !!!

2009-02-05T16:29:00.000+08:00

hari ni an, pagi lagi k0l bape tah ak bgn cpt2 siap nk g sch00l sebab rasenyer ak da lambt, tp still awa, baru k0l 7.10 bile ak smpi..

huh, penat jer.. tp, tak per nadia dah ade n semu sibuk study nk peksa ujian setara 1 bm bi yg PPd - pejabt pnddkan yg bwat.. bm agak susah la tapi bole jgk jwab... bi, fuh ak rase senang la jgk... hehehe, tah ape markah senang tuh??!

pastu2, wkatu peksa bi tu an blom rehat agi then ak rase mcm x selesa n sakit perut..rupenye, jeng jeng... ak kena ABC.. hehehe, wktu rehat tu lah ak kelam kabut mncari pad, nk makan, agi, belikan lagi.. haha.. klau ingat blk malu aku.. iskh! haha

lps abes je peksa bi tu ak, x senang ddk, asyik nk Bdiri aje.. tak0t kena baju.. hehe, nnt ak nangis, haha.. x de la..wktu tu jgk masa ustzh da terambil, n kitorg just bace2 hafal2 ayat hafazan al-jumaah jer, esha jer yg berjaya hafalkan kat ustzh.. yela ak nk hafalkan caner, tgh berdarah ne..haha ><>

last skali, wktu math.. aaaa!!! test yg ke-2 ak dapat 6/10 huhuhu, same cam test-1.. n tash, mrym un same... n akmal yg dpt 10/10 wktu test-1 turun 2/10. tekejut gak kitorg n graf yg ticer mksdkan tu, die yg bwat rupenye.. tak tahu la, asal die bole DROP sampi gitu..

pastu ckgu un replay blk sem questi0n tu, n tetibe jer vinesh tny s0alan yg ... n ticer un mcm [ iskh! ].. ha, paham2 je la.. [ dak 3 PD tahu ] ... pastu2, kitorg kena wat lagi test statistics.. naseb baek, boleh tnye ticer, tgk buku, used calculator! weee.. hehe, tapi, ak tetap confused, mrym hapi la sbb die bleyh jwb semu soalan, n ak b0m 2 soalan.. huhuhu dah la mark die 10/10 je yg fullmarks.. ak un nk fullmarks gakkk !!!!!!! ak dak p0mpuan yg last skali antar n just tinggal fazren n farhan je l0m habes agi, malu d0h, diorg semu dah tingglkan ak,huhuhu..

ak c0nfused tak tahu caner, luper bace s0alan larh semu..arrhhhh dah la ak tgh berDARAH feeling ak x tenteram tol wktu 2. n ak un jln turun bwh sorang n jumpe diorg kat cocuriculum board.. ak ingatkan ade PBSM ari ni, [tapi, ak x pegi un ] sbb mk ak ajk makan kat luar kat secti0n 10... kat situ ad sk0lah AGAMA.. tak pasan plak name die ape.. tp, ak tgk cloth diorg smart2 larh.. hmmm, imagine... haha

tadi baru tash kate sbnrnyer x de un pbsm.. lega ak mendgrnya, haha..klau x da 2x ak p0nteng.. heee